Fight4354

Two years really passed in the blink of an eye. Just a few days ago, I might still have been immersed in the joy of possibly pursuing a PhD, but as the farewell approaches, I still feel reluctant. I don't like the withdrawal reaction of goodbyes... I don't like it... Tonight, I went to bed a bit late, and even after sleeping for a while, I felt uncomfortable, so I got up to watch some videos. I see everyone posting graduation photos on Douyin. I always thought I was far from graduating, that it would be years before I received that certificate, but in a certain sense, I have also graduated from school, from the research group... Here, I also need to thank my comrades. It’s thanks to the connection from my undergraduate school that I came to this research group. I met a very visionary boss and a little boss who has always set an example with his own efforts. I encountered a senior who has been incredibly kind to me; he not only taught me many experimental skills but also alleviated much of my personal internal conflict, helping me see the essence of the world and people. I also have to thank the senior who took me out to play and introduced me to his friends; he really has no words for us, willing to introduce us to his childhood friends and take us out for drinks. Although I don't drink often, drinking with them was the most enjoyable experience for me, and I miss them a lot. Thank you to all the seniors, thank you to all the seniors, thank you to all the seniors. There’s the laid-back senior who took me to do experiments from the very beginning, the encyclopedic senior who is a confidant, the possessive senior who is fiercely protective of his girlfriend, the iron senior who takes care of me, the warm-hearted senior with whom I can have deep discussions about our worldviews, the two muscular seniors with boundless strength, and the senior sister who plays with me, explores with me, shares joy and laughter with me, and rides bikes with me. I also can't forget my good brother who shares the same birthday as me; although our personalities aren't very similar, we still care for each other and collaborate happily! And there's a junior brother I particularly enjoy spending time with 😉. Among them is a master who resembles a character from a martial arts novel, possessing extraordinary skills and teaching me everything. We have many collaborations ahead, and I wish us a pleasant partnership in advance. With the encouragement, support, and companionship of these seniors and juniors, I am truly happy and love this research group. Whenever I leave the lab during these two years, I feel particularly lonely. Speaking of which, I must mention the angel I liked for two years. I tried to pursue her in a completely unskilled way; after she rejected me, I withdrew automatically and kept trying to find a way to let go... Although there was no outcome, it was a significant chapter in my youthful emotions. It made me understand what it means to like someone. The research group helped me find my life’s interests. I will continue to work hard in the direction of my interests, regardless of the outcome. Here, I must thank my boss again; he has made my resume more impressive, and he has helped me so much during this time. I will not forget you, and I will definitely help each other to the best of my ability. I’m about to go to a new place, and I hope to maintain the good qualities I’ve accumulated over these two years and regain the discipline I had as a child, combining both. I believe I have no worries about graduating. This insomnia essay serves as a record of my two years of life. Go for it, Singularity, be the singularity in your heart. 💪